this week will be assessent week for my 1st semester. today having english test n 2morrow will be having chemistry test. well, for english still doing good, but still don know for the rest subject. just finish studying my chemistry tutoriol book which i always copy friend's work. almost taking my breathe to think of it. darn 'good' the calculation! i cant even know why and how the calculation should be done! after leaving my form 6, everything seems gone. now its time to sleep.
almost everynight is this time for me to sleep. 3am or 4am. the earlier will be 2am. guess what am i doing at the late night. nothing! during day, after lecture or tutoriol, the only thing i proud to do is, sleeping! feel like im getting fatter in here! huh~ after 2 months leaving home, sometimes will feel a bit home-sick. before now, i was about to getting bed, suddenly i was thinking my mum! what u doing now? guess u already sleep... last sunday i called her, asking why so early back? just remember i used to accompany her to shop during weekend. but now, she's all alone in the house with her favourite flowers.
tears started to flow through my cheek.... thinking of mum! feel want to ask her, how u doing at home? got any feeling sick or something? do you take your medicine on time? and the last question, do you feel lonely? but all these cant come out from my mouth! feeling so sad, what daughter am i? darn! tears keep flowing down! maybe the only things i can do is, keep studying and praying for her good health. eventhough i always being rude to her, but she is the best for me. i'll always be there for u mum!
