Sad Chap Goh Mei

That's the end of CNY mood. For me, I had a pretty bad mood today. As I remember, today is the one month anniversary I said goodbye to 'him' and ever since that I never contact him anymore. I guess this is the end of all. I saw his pictures in Facebook via my friend's since I deleted him already. He still cool as usual. Miss him a lot...

Tomorrow here comes the final exam of my studies. Didn't have the mood to study at all. Just do my best. Now I didn't have the will to continue studies in here anymore. Here planted memories of him. The shadow of him... The footsteps of him....

Thanks for giving me this love... I knew sometimes you do care about me. Your actions shows them. Even you will never read this, but I don't hope you will come to this blog. The scar of my heart is still healing. Yet I still will watching you over time. I will always love you.... as a friend

Study=.= Holiday :)

Yea.... It's been two nights again I didn't come back sleep. Where did I went? Heheee... Friday night, S.P G Club had a grand opening. So, I went there with friends from KL again. Of course drank a lot, btw, it's free for the beer until 9pm. Afterwards, they ordered few drafts again. Damn I'm getting dizzy again that night.

budweiser~ king of the beer

the cny gang before also hang around


Two gays getting along

The next day I've been kidnapped to Penang island =.= Didn't even prepare extra cloths, so went to Gurney bought new shirts. Last night staying in an apartment somewhere in Batu Ferringhi. I love the view from the window, felt the breeze, hear the ocean sound... When I will come here again?

Nice swimming pool

Love the view

Moon so bright eh

Too bad I'm having exam next week, so I went back Aimst today. Haizz... Even I back here also no study what. So, just try my best lo.... Can't do anything more.. Still in CNY mood

Last but not least

没有合适不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜

刚搬进这个房子的那天，她整理完全部的东西，最后拿出一

个非常精致的玻璃瓶，对他说道：“亲爱的，3个月内，你让我每哭一次，我就往里面加一滴水，代表我的眼泪。要是它满了，我就收拾我的东西离开这房子。”

爱没有合不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜男人不以为然，有点纳闷：“你们女人也太神经质了吧！就这么不信任我么，那还有什么可谈？我让你搬过来和我一起生活，是为了照顾你，不是欺负你的！”

女人说：“好男人不会让心爱的女人受一点点伤，我会记录下我为什么流泪，不会是莫名其妙的。”

“那好吧，抱抱～！”

两个月后，女人把那瓶子给男人看，说：“已经满一半了，在两个月内，我们是否有必要查看一下是什么问题呢？”说完递了一本精致的小笔记本给男人。

男人没有马上打开来看，他的表情里有一丝惊讶，还有点哭笑不得的意味，似乎没有想到女人的眼泪可以这么多，盛得这么快，又觉得女人是小题大作了，但是很可爱。

他打开本子开始看，惊讶女人怎么写了那么多。男人一边看着，女人一边说话：“第一次吵架，是在第3天，而且还是一大早，你刚醒来有点懵懂，挤的牙膏不知道怎么的飞到镜子上了，那是我刚擦干净的，我说你连挤牙膏都不会啊，你就来脾气了，然后吵起来……”

男人沉默着。女人继续说：“有天晚上我让你帮洗下那几件衣服，因为水太凉，你只顾着玩游戏迟迟不肯动，后来吵起来，我很失望你忘记了我的生理期不能碰冷水，委屈……”

“还有一次，我很累了，你还不肯去洗澡睡觉，明明知道我特敏感，有点神经衰弱，哪怕一点点敲键盘的声音都能让我难以入睡，我一情急就说了你这个人自私的话，我们吵起来，你说了一大堆辩论自己不自私自私的人是我之后甩门出去上网通宵，我打你电话你没拿我又不敢自己一个人去找你……”

女人这时候有点激动了，眼球开始泛红，说：“还有一次……”男人打断了她的话，“亲爱的，别说了……”

沉默…长久的沉默……

还是女人打破了沉默：“是不是我们真的不合适？如果是这样，结婚了还是会离婚吧？我们的个性都那么强，谁都不肯退让。”

气氛有点尴尬。

本子里记录的事情都是那么细小的事情，每次吵架的原因都是那么的简单，男人看着这本子，似乎在体会着女人的心情，大男子是不会去计较这些小事，原本觉得每次和好之后都没事，女人就爱拿这些来说事，但是当他认真去看的时候，他也开始难过了，女人很细心，把事件、心情都写了，还自己总结了一下原因。原来最微小的事情累积起来是很让人痛苦的，他看得出，女人从失望慢慢变成绝望。

他想，大概是因为每次吵架，两人都是喜欢在吵架中找出对方不爱自己的证据。他突然意识到，这是个很严重的问题！而且每次吵架，双方都是在心情不稳定的时候，就是还有别的烦心事的时候，把不好的情绪带进了两个人的生活里。

“亲爱的别难过……”男人终于说话了：“我请个假，我们去旅游吧。”

他们去了第一次一起旅游的地方，太多美好的回忆被唤起，原来彼此是那么深深地爱着对方，这时的女人特别温柔，这时的男人特别体贴。

“亲爱的，你还认为我们结婚的话，会离婚么？”男人问。

“我想不是我们不合适，像现在，我们是那么快乐，一切都那么美好，可是一回到我们的现实生活里，为什么就变了呢？”

“亲爱的，难道我们现在不在现实里吗？”

“……”女人楞了。

“因为那时候我们都把注意力集中在负面的事物上并且放大了那些负面的心情。并且喜欢找对方不爱自己的证据，然后彼此个性都很倔不肯服输太要面子。”

女人觉得确实是如此，原来，双方只是需要一点点忍让，一点点包容。男人带她回顾这初次旅游的地点，是真的用心了，想起那时候他们在一起还不久，为了让对方觉得自己好，都表现出自己最好的一面。

“还有半个月，如果那瓶子还是半瓶，那么，亲爱的，嫁给我吧！”

女人钻进男人怀里笑开了颜

后来他们结婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心碰掉了杯子，女人不会再开口就骂，因为在女人开口之前，男人已经在道歉，说对不起，都是我不小心的，赔两个给老婆！老婆尽管去选你喜欢的！女人就笑了，然后说，不用买啦，反正还有杯子，再说也不都是你的错，怪我自己没把杯子放好，让你碰到啦！

原来真的没有合适不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜，能一起走一起进步是幸福的！

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Langkawiiii~

After almost 1 year in Sungai Petani, this is the first time I went to island also the first time I went to Pulau Langkawi. Sunday started journey from S.P to Kuala Kedah, and from there took ferry about 1 and half hours to reach Langkawi. Quite late arrived at there, so not going anywhere. Alcohol there is so damn cheap! I love Duty Free. Even the 100Plus(rm2.50) is more expensive than Carlsberg(rm1.80) =.=

can see the island already ^^


4star hotel~ quite big huh

first time drink this =.= 8.8%alcohol

The next morning, planned to join Island Hopping which have some famous activity like Eagle Feeding, and Fish Spa. Too bad, overslept and missed the chance. So just went to Underwater World to see some marine life (rm28), quite fun also...

err... called what ah?

err... unique seahorse

jellyfish~

love the starfish~ wish can have one

familiar?

guess who is this? hahaa

The last time had sunburn is when I went to Genting Highlands =.= Ever heard people getting sunburn at there? That was me! Now the second sunburn hurt me alot... Uuhhhh..... But really enjoy the day ^^

damn exciting hurt!

p/s: updated pictures in G Club.

男生有了女朋友后的20个惨状‏

一、没认识你之前我拿奖学金，认识你之后我差点补考。

二、我忍着让别人笑话的耻辱给你洗衣服。

三、一个苹果，都给你吃。两个苹果，我把大的给你吃。

四、同吃一条鱼，我让你吃鱼肉，我自己吃鱼头。

五、你这么难看，我还说你漂亮。我这么帅，你还说我难看。

六、出去玩都是我花钱，回来我只能吃萝卜（你省下钱当然可以自己吃鱼翅了）。

七、认识你之前我没交过女朋友。认识我之前你交了两个男朋友。

八、你生气时，我让你当出气筒。我生气时，我把自己当出气筒。

九、你想吻我的时候就可以吻我。我想吻你的时候还要经过你同意。

十、你经常打我，我从来没有打过你。

十一、有一次你问我如果你爱上别的男人了我会怎样，我说我要杀了那个男的。我又问你如果我爱上了别的女人了你会怎样，你说你要阉了我。

十二、我买了200块的衣服给你，骗你才50块。你买了30块的手表给我，骗我要300块。

十三、我把你的耳机用坏了，我买新的赔你。你把我的自行车丢了，连句对不起也没说。

十四、你生病一次，我要瘦两斤。我生病一次，你反而胖两斤（你来寝室陪我，吃光了我所有的零食。）

十五、我没嫌你矮，你却嫌我高。

十六、你来我家，我睡沙发。我去你家，还是我睡沙发。

十七、那次去看露天演唱会，你骑在我头上看得津津有味，我被你压在下面在人群中流泪。

十八、我家的狗生了，我把最好看的一条送给你。你却把你养得快要死掉的金鱼送给我，害我才养两天就得给它们送终。

十九、我给你洗了N次的袜子，从未给你丢过一只。你只在我生病的时候给我洗了两双袜子，就各丢一只。

二十、我陪你去买东西时我主动帮你提东西，你却从来没问过要不要帮我提东西。

~笑过之余..给你做个测试...我发现.看完我帖子的有两种人...

第1种:看完了笑然后转发给5个人以上的人.......这种人,爱情顺利,事业顺心,家庭和睦,福如东海.寿比南山,一生开心~当然了。.这种人也都宽宏大量....
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第2种:看完了笑然后不转发的人..... 这种人，爱情失败，事业离去，倾家荡产，常常赔了夫人又折兵，处处没用~当然咯。。这种人一定是吝啬鬼。。。。


不会介意花点时间转发给身边的朋友...开心无价嘛~~

Kelly Clarkson is coming to Malaysia

Rejoice, Kelly Clarkson fans! After hearing the rumours for ages now, Camp Clarkson has finally confirmed that the first, and arguably the most successful Idol ever, will be coming down to Malaysia for a one-night-only rockfest.

The news of the Grammy-winner performing in Kuala Lumpur came just a few days after Season 8 winner Kris Allen thrilled his fans with an exclusive showcase at the Gardens Hotel Ballroom recently.

Organised by local concert organiser the Galaxy Group, the 27-year-old singer, who brought you Grammy-nominated hits such as 'Because of You' and 'My Life Would Suck Without You', will be in town on April 25th as part of her worldwide All I Ever Wanted World Tour.

Kelly will be performing at the National Stadium in Bukit Jalil and ticket prices range from RM98 to RM338. The tickets will go on sale on February 19th.

Nights in G Club

Finally tonight can blogging... Its been a while since my last post during CNY. Recently around Sungai Petani, had open a new club, called G Club, which G might stand for gays! Actually it's a logo from the company(heard my friends). Almost like the logo of G Hotel in Penang. But when go in, can see many 'ah gua' inside =.= kinda shock for me. Two nights continuing drinking at there make me back pain now. Such a long time, I didn't take alcohol after I break-up with him. And can say I did really enjoy during these two nights! And I've been skipping class for two days!

G Club boss~ so cute

kaki clubbing

On Tuesday, I went to Penang Megamall in Butterworth and watched 2 movies in a day! First movie is the 72 Tenants of Prosperity, quite funny and interesting movies. Love all the characters in the movies, which I counted got 59 famous actor and actress. Perhaps really got 72 actors. Second movie is Tiger Woohoo, which is Malaysia movie, quite nice also but a bit boring...

Tomorrow will be having oral test... I hate this test. I can't really speak much when I'm nervous. Hope I can do well in the test...

Bad CNY?

The first day of CNY, my old disease came out again =.= skin sensitive. Yesterday my skin started become red like been went to sunshine. More worst it is itchy. First I didn't care of it, but today my leg started to appear reddish.

Then I told my mum about what happened to me. She asked me to go to the campus clinic, but it is closed during the holiday. First of all, I'm not sure whether it is skin sensitive, since I didn't consume any allergic things. But I really had no idea, my allergic range had become more wide. I remember I only taken banana cupcakes and a bottle of soya milk. Really no idea, what thing goes wrong.

I had my allergic tablets which I long time had no taken it. Taken only half of the pill, took my half energy the day after. I really hate take this medicine. But it really cure me... Luckily my skin now had become normal. Thank god.... It ruins my CNY.... Although I'm all alone here

Happy V's Day to Me

Having a nice Valentine dinner with my Rocky chocolate stick. It's been a while since I ate it. Looking down from the room window to the garden, I can see none of the shadow is moving. Still can see some lights inside library. Wondering is there anyone inside study area? Is cafeteria still serving food?

The whole day I spent on is sleeping, didn't even walked out to feel the Chinese New Year atmosphere. While browsing through Facebook, saw many CNY reunion pictures. Those guys sure had so much fun! Felt so envy them... And those shout-out also makes me envy. Even my ex-bf had a fun Valentine night. Such a pathetic me.

At last I saw darl's profile again. It was a big shock to me. WHY??? Why is today? Not the first day of CNY. But I still have to accept that she had delete me from her friend list. Did you hate me that much? I tried to add her once again. Hoping she will approve me....

A Lonely Night Had End

Today's dinner was a lonely dinner... Even the 'mak cik' in Jaya Catering also ask, "No going back celebrate kah? " (in Malay). Then I explained why. Jaya Catering also knew that all Chinese will going back and had a reunion dinner, so they were not serving Chinese food. Just left Malay, Indian and Vege food choices.

Afterwards, I called to my grandmother in Seremban, and greet her Happy CNY. Then I called to my mom and later I messaged my father. He called me back asked why no go uncle's place? Kinda lazy to move around during the holiday although I am the type love to travel. Don't know why the holiday mood is not felt by now. Perhaps I'm all alone...

Back room, started to online again. Midnight sharp can heard a slightly sound of 'piuuuuu~ boom!' The fireworks! Damn I so miss to watch fireworks. I love to see fireworks around. Having a nice beer in the garden and watched fireworks from neighborhoods was my memories in last time CNY. I wanna had alcohol~ I wanna see fireworks~

But still got a lot of friends sending me a greeting message. And I do replied all of them. So sad I didn't even receive any message from J. During new year he did sent a greeting to me. At least I'm still on his mind that time. But now, perhaps I'm already in the dustbin already. I don't want to greet you happy CNY but I wanna greet you Happy Valentine my bear~

To tell the truth I've never been actually celebrating Valentine's Day or even any other occasional day with the dearest one. That's me... A 3-months relationship is a limit time for me. I said to myself, I'll never regret the things that had happened. What goes around, just let it go. Never force it, never blame it. Only a wish from deep heart to it... Amin

pssst: Happy Chinese New Year to all Chinese friends and Happy Valentine's to all couples and single's

New Year Eve??

More 2 hours,
here it comes the Tiger year of Chinese calender.
And where the heck I am now?
The 4-bed room Aimst hostel....
With the blasting sound...
With NO ONE in here...
Onlining and chatting with others
who also lonely in this Chinese New Year and Valentine Eve~

2010 Chinese New Year

Most chinese and non-chinese already finished packing and went back their home during these 4 days holiday. Of course Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Also a few students already went back early few days ago. There are also few students staying in hostel... These few students included 'me'...

Although I didn't choose to go back Sabah, I still can go to my mom's hometown in Seremban. Since my cousins also nagging me to go back celebrate together. I asked my mom whether I can go or not? She allowed me to go, but I know she will worry bout me because a lot of people using public transport going back their hometown.

It's not because I still little girl, can't ride a bus. It's about a long journey from Kedah to Seremban. 6 hours on bus, anything can happen on that time. Moreover, last Tuesday headlines, "Six Killed in Fiery Crash". Actually I still had another option, is go to dad's hometown, somewhere around Perak. But I'm not very familiar that place, so I rejected it. Perhaps will be having lonely Chinese New Year and single Valentine's day in Aimst....

I wanna watch this.... But here cinema don't have =.=
Yet no one accompany me to Penang watch

其實我過得還不錯……

A Forgiveness?

its been 2 days since she ignored me.. well, i guess she really does hate me so much now. cant do anything more. i had tried my best for her. hope she will doing well now. and wished one day she will back to me... ceh wah...

i guess losing a friend is much more hurt than losing a boyfriend, isnt it? i remembered past 2 weeks, i cried a bit also. just a bit sad because of him. but i dont really mind now. sometimes i was wondering, is this AIMST so damn big? why cant even saw his little shadow? or perhaps is me tried to walk away....

everybody makes mistakes, everybody has those days, everybody knows what im talking about, everybody gets that way .... sometimes im in a jam but nobody's perfect! neither me nor you.... i'll always be there for you~

A Sorry Post

two hours ago, i took a wrong path! it is really...really a big, damn mistake! im so sooryyy~ i didnt mean to. i did it for your own good also. i know im not in the place to judge all the things happened. but i cant stand when someone is going to hurt you or take you by force! i told the truth to him because i just realized how serious the matter happened. though maybe you had your own opinion about the other 'him', but still its not a good behavior...

after you sent the message, 'we are not friends anymore' , it hurts me a lot and i end up to resist my tears falling down. i tried to explain to you, but i know its no use anymore. so i planned when things is settled down already, then i'll just make a move.

things i expected to happen, it really does! a post to the Facebook cant hold me any longer. "Everyone can betray me except you!!!!!! i really never expect you will betray me... Our 8 years friendship, was ends up on your hand... i hate you... but i hate myself more... i will never believe anyone include my beloved anymore... i just found out this world is so scary... and i will have a worst CNY in this year in my life... "

im sorry darl... i never want like that. i didnt mean to betray you. i'll hate myself even more. this world is just between you and me. me too will have the worst cny ever! a midnight shower, with the tears mixing up the water, only me know how hurt am i. red eyes swollen, yet still wanna blogging.... to express my sorry feeling to you... Jen....

Look, it’s ‘Jackie’ selling fish in Singapore

A FISHMONGER in Singapore has been enjoying good business because he looks like popular actor Jackie Chan, reported China Press.

Zhang Sui Xing, 48, who has been selling fish at a market in Empress Road for more than 20 years, has women coming to his stall because he resembles the actor.

“Many customers call me Jackie Chan and also refer others to buy from me. My stall has also ended up being called the ‘Jackie Chan’ stall,” he said.

A customer said many people knew Zhang because he had 90% of Chan’s looks, with his big nose, hairstyle and muscles.

Zhang said he had not met Chan in person but had watched all of his movies.

He had also acted in the Singaporean movie, I not stupid, playing the role of Chan.

“Many people have also asked for my autograph. When I said I am not Chan, they ask whether I am Chan’s brother and insist on my autograph,” he said.

Zhang also enjoys discounts because of his looks and sales assistants allow him to cut queues in order to take a closer look at him.

News adapted from The Star

JamLegend Online

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Click Here To Play~ My favorite song is Canon Rock ^^

'Sun'- day

since yesterday i browse friend's blog and started to think quite nice if blogging with blogspot, where you can change the layout, link someone, or even follow someone. before only used msn space which only some people can read it. well, i guess maybe i can make two blogs ^^

finally i finished edited my blogspot layout. thanks to Blogger Template so i can get some nice layout. then i edited some urls and links. i learnt the new Xml and old Html. quite confusing in it.. just like editing layout in Friendster CSS layout (old).

yesterday night had started raining after a long time drying. followed by some thunder =.= quite scaryyy... today after suddenly thunder came again. loudly then yesterday night. now the weather is so damn hot... what a sunday....

toP newS

recently newspaper is so hot talking a court case of being sodomy. of course if normal citizen being sodomy is just normal case. but for political, its a reputation! from malay local news can simply read the dialog of the being 'sodomised' and the 'sodomier'. i only found english local news in article only. because the issue is quite sensitive, so i dont want to talk too much since i read today NST current news. today dialog is when the 'sodomied' went for checkup dialog, luckily got english and malay news can be read. waiting for tomorrow big news again ^^ how come i will so interested in this kind of news? maybe im too boring so wanna find something to read about~

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31012010 outing~

having fun with the girls at outside a few days ago. although just a while but it really brighten my days~ still i can live on my own lifestyle just like before....