The Story of Pencil and Eraser

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt because of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. Smile :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.


"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."

Choices

Why life always have two choices? Why we must choose one out of two? Why you always have Set A and Set B fixed then forced me to choose either one? Is there any third choices? Learned a phrase today, "When you choose one thing, then you must give up on other thing". So do deeply thinking and choose wisely.


I always choose myself instead of others. And the result, I lost the other things too.
I chose myself instead of friends, result, I lost my bestie.
I chose myself instead of family, result, I lost my filial.
I chose myself instead of love, result, I lost my heart.
I chose myself instead of money, result, I lost my pride.


Although I always chose myself and lost other things, yet I gain new things.
I lost bestie, but I gain experiences.
I lost family, but I gain independent.
I lost love, but I gain freedom.
I lost money, but I gain dignity.


So people, sometimes we might make mistakes on making choices but try to think on the positive side. Life will more easier if we always have positive thinking... Cheers~

第三者的第三者 - 弦子

我简单回答一句还好 
你点头微笑 
说过得好就好 
你不自然的礼貌 
不停摆弄手腕的表 
你想说的我已明了  

我想现在的她很快乐 
希望你晓得这样做不值得 
虽然我们曾爱过 

她也曾是第三者 
但我不会让自己再重蹈覆辙 

我很快乐 
请不要再说爱我 
别再触碰我心里还未伤愈的角落 
习惯一个人的我 
并不是缺你不可 
如果你是爱我的 
就别让自己再犯错 

我很快乐 
请不要再说爱我 
我已经把失去的当成了一种收获 
悲伤的剧情太多 
曾经都侵袭着我 
所以我不再做 
这第三者的第三者 

舍不得 - 弦子

第一次你陪我坐着 我的手心是空空的 
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着 还怕我难过 

不追问到底为什么 是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的 
但我们却怎么 一起哭了 

我舍不得 可是时间回不去了 
爱你很值得 只是该停了 
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得 最后一次抱紧你了 
我们错过的 错了就错了 
不用担心我 我不爱你了 

至少你记忆里的我 是微笑的 
亲爱的 有你牵着我的那些日子 
真的好快乐 
我舍不得 可是时间回不去了 
爱你很值得 只是该停了 
没有我你要好好的 
我舍不得 最后一次抱紧你了 
我们错过的 错了就错了 
不用担心我 我走了 

Mouth Ulcer...

Almost one week I got mouth ulcer. Didn't seek for any doctor or pharmacist even my campus got one. It's damn pain when having meal, especially AIMST food that mostly is spicy. Only can eat bread slowly and drink a warm cereal. Wonder if i can diet if like this =.= but nothing changes. More worst, I'm playing with my ulcer with salt! Damn high! Now become double ulcer...

My new Geo lens with degree. Can't really see the blue colour when wearing them. Maybe is my eye balls too dark or too small =.= Will get a 3-tone lens soon. Till now haven't upload picture with lens... Soon soon...

Joke of The day

A girl calls 911.

Operator:911,what's your emergency?
Girl: MY HOUSE IS ON FIRE!!!
Operator: where do you live?
Girl: IN THE HOUSE THATS ON FIRE.=.=

Decor II

Finally done with my simple furry decor on my Apad. Almost whole day, I had playing and cutting around.. It's really not an easy work! Need patient, careful and creative ^^ But still it is so simple. Check this out~ The before and after pictures...

 

Related post: Cute Decor for Girly

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New Number Again~ DIGI

After last time I cut off my Digi Postpaid, now applied for my new Digi number again. Felt like can't live without Digi :p Actually is because I can surf Facebook for free when using Digi. And is it free? Will check it out later~

p.s: This is my third number in my third mobile phones. I wonder what kind of people can use until three phones!

update: Currently confusing to use which phones in which number @.@ I have Digi, Celcom and TuneTalk for my Nokia, LG and G2 phones. 

Headache again....

Long time didn't felt this headache... Suddenly appear again, really not in a good time. It must be yesterday stay up so late for the stupid report which supposed to pass up today (in the end, pass up next week). Somemore today learn new things, Bio-statistic. When heard the statistic, sure all about Maths again. Uuhhh.... After a long time didn't touch calculation, suddenly make me headache. But still thank God for no class tomorrow. Yet, I just staying in hostel...

AIMST 3rd Convocation is just the next following week. Now, can see a lot banner hanging around the campus, just like last year..... Goshh... I don't felt want to remember anything about that. This headache making me even worse.

The legend becomes history

Lifetime is the ends to remember
Still I say wonder why
Wonder why, we're born into this lives to die

Sigh, lie, as I Bleed from the future
He's a ray of the light
Ray of light, like the first dream of sun from the sky

See, your love is a peace of mine
Life is a vale of tears the moon
Scatters great flakes of the crying
Love is a lost sea in history goes
The legend becomes history

The Changes In Me?

The last time of me acted before thinking and hurt many people. The 'before' I meant is about 6 years ago. During that time I was so active hanging around and simply getting into relationship. Because my hometown is just a small town, bad rumors easily fly around. Mentioned of my name, a playgirl, a slut, what else? Alcoholic, cigar, etc. It's not purposely I want to be like that. Till now, people still remember of what I had done. Even from other school. No idea how rumors can spread so far, just like virus!

Morning wake up, I just realize how much I had changed. Nothing! Still simply get into relationship that last no long, ONS! The only things I changed is thinking! Although few times I had think hard, should I? or shouldn't I? And the result is still the same. Just go with your feelings, your emotions, your needs. What's the point of thinking something with the same result? But the best of me is, "Never regret of what you did!"

Steamboat and Shoppping....

Yesterday just over two exams in straight! Chemistry and English. It was a tiring day after two nights didn't sleep well and somemore can't online T.T After English exam, the bunch of us went town, Sungai Petani for great dinner, steamboat! Long time didn't have it. Well, it was different from my hometown style. The additional thing is we can BBQ on the aluminum foil!

The steamboat dinner was quite cheap, Rm 18.90 per person with buffet dinner + steamboat + dessert + Karaoke! Eat all you can! 18 people times 18.90 equal to 340.20! It's nice to be together will everyone.

Etenal Zone, steamboat

 The girls only~

before left~

 cute expression >.<

yea~ our table is the longest and the most full!

*more pics still in friend's camera. will update link soon or picasa

Another day out again today. Well, after shopping, my mood really can become better. But in other hand, also depressed of going to declare bankruptcy =.= Almost spent roughly Rm300 just in Central Square. It's just the beginning of October. How I am going to spend my month afterwards? Let's see... I got my new skirt, Tees, cosmetics, accessories, foods, hair cut and etc. Still left out my high-heel... Why so hard to find one??????

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